| 'You don't blog about the nice days that we have at the slug garden. The nice suppers we have at east coast. The awesome day at the zoo. The nice time we had equinox. but you blog about the bad stuff in our r/s.'
Okay haha basically summs up all the things he wants me to blog about! |
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| 'I miss you' he blurted when I was on top of him.
'Hmm?' I asked, shocked, but butterflies fluttering in my tummy.
'I just miss having sex, havnt had sex in sooo long'
'oh...' I murmered to myself.
I thought it was something special. The key to mind blowing sex is the spiritual and emotional connection between two partners. It explains alot, and sometimes it defines who we are as a couple. I miss his smell. Everyday I look forward to smelling him, and I just nestle my nose between his shoulder and his neck. I can't explain. Things are different now. I am still drawn to him in the strangest ways, but it doesn't feel the same anymore. We feel distant. I am so sad. I just want to die. |
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| 'I don't give a shit'
'So you didn't care about the promises you made me?'
'apparently not since I broke them all" |
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Fuck, I really need to get a new laptop soon. Well time to get ready for work at mink, see you sexy bitches soon x
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Sometimes I feel that my relationship with my bf has already reached it's peak and since then we've just been falling deeper and deeper. It's like we're not progressing at all instead we're just swirling backwards. I feel that if this goes on any longer I might just start hating him. He brings out the worst in me when he should actually be doing the opposite. I don't know what to do. I don't know what else i can say on here thats boyfriend friendly because he reads my blog. Don't know what feel..
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