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Name: Francesca
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Sunday, November 15, 2009







When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on

I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand

Another head aches, another heart breaks
I'm so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no

Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out, yeah

And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier

[Time, Truth, Hearts]

Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down, yeah.
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down

Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
If you can hold on




Friday, November 13, 2009

Nobody here can live forever, quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer







She smiled in a big way, the way a girl like that smiles
When the world is hers and she held your eyes
Out in the breezeway down by the shore in the lazy summer
And she pulled you in, and she bit your lip, and she made you hers
She looked deep into you as you lay together quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer

But you've already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on

And she combed your hair, and she kissed your teeth
And she made you better than you'd been before
She told you bad things you wished you could change in the lazy summer
And she told you, laughing down to her core, so she would not cry as she lay in your lap
She said "nobody here can live forever, quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer"

But you've already lost
When you only had barely enough to hang on

She said, "no one is alone the way you are alone"
And you held her looser than you would have if you ever could have known
Some things tie your life together, slender threads and things to treasure
Days like that should last and last and last

But you've already lost
When you only had barely enough of her to hang on



Saturday, November 07, 2009





There are girls who get everything they want without even asking, then there are girls who nag and get all grumpy and bitchy to get things that they want. Hahahaha naggy bitch!


Thursday, November 05, 2009

I miss you isis




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"Isis died", never did i ever expect to hear that so soon. Left me in tears the whole night.
I love you my precious, precious little baby, we share the same birthday.


I will never ever forget you Isis, i love you.


13 March 2oo8 - o5 November 2oo9




Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Currently
Phantoms
By Acceptance
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get me a moonstone.




sigh




I was here before, wrapped up in frowns, pale lips and nausea. I was here before, alone and scared, and i am here all over again, scared but ten times lonelier. I'll go through the same procedure again, this time with confident strides and hope for visual compensation because all i yearn for now is proof that it was actually all just in my head. This morning after my dad fastened the opal around my neck, i walked slow and unsuspiciously back into my room to dry my saline, tears which no one ever sees. Surprisingly when i came back out he asked me why i was crying, i just smiled and said i had dust in my eyes. I cannot put my guard down or i'll get taken advantage of. My dad has seen through me, i felt like punching him, i don't know why though. I never know anything anyway. So mom and i are back to square one again, enemies under the same roof.

This morning, i peered down and told the cab driver that his cab smelled like fuck, then slammed the door and walked off. Where is this angst coming from? I don't want to go back.




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