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You know, right now, as much as my heart is hung right down the lowest altitude, i'm still feeling sane. Strange as it seems, i am not crying. Like the dead sea, it's the altitude of the Lowest Point on Earth. It is however, filled with saline, something i fortunately lack of right now. I will no longer bother to be so anal or sensitive to whatever he says. I love my boyfriend to death, but he doesn't make me the happiest girl on earth anymore, he doesn't give me butterflies in my tummy anymore, he doesn't make me feel protected anymore, but one of the things i love him for is that he makes me feel normal, makes me feel like i belong. Do any of you guys think of this as pathetic? Cause i know i do, and subconsciously he does too. Oh god i am way too sane right now
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Weird feelings in my stomach, dead butterflies.
"Nothing of me is original. I am the combined effort of everybody i've ever known."
-Chuck Palahniuk
And that is why i hate everyone.
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